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AUTOBIOGRAPHY -
PART : III
Under the Acropolis -
A strange looking hut -
I Am Alive!

Under the Acropolis...
Well what was going on was very
strange to say the least, the more we proceeded and passed through the
narrow streets of Plaka, the more I was immersed and engulfed by the
power of the vibrations of the words that John was showering me with...
The impression was, and I will never forget it that he was in a
mysterious way opening a "no man's zone", or more precisely, it gave me
the effect that we were passing over "the other side" of the Red Sea
just like Moses had done... cutting the sea into two, opening a gap for
us to cross over and reach "the other side". Why did I have that
impression? I think it is because, I knew and experienced that John and
I were crossing another dimension - going through an extraordinary
experience where time had stopped and space disappeared. We were "out of
time" and "out of the body" living full awakened consciousness...just
observing and being untouched by what was going on around us. However,
Harris and Andreas were becoming more and more nervous and Harris
whispered in Greek in my ear <" Is John going crazy or what?"> I did not
respond, but was saddened by the fact that our Greek friends were not
part of this mysterious event. They were both very busy trying to find a
restaurant, entering in each one of them, looking around and asking John
to follow them in... But John was ignoring their appeal and our friends
started to become more nervous and anxious. At one point, I can't
remember which one of our Greek friends said to me in Greek < " Tell
John that it is very late and the restaurants are full, he should stop
climbing higher, because there are no more restaurants up there, it is
just the slope and rocks of the Acropolis. Look up, there are no more
lights, no road, just a narrow passage curving around the rocks of the
Acropolis, only the very poor live there. We never venture up there,
because they say that it is dangerous, the Plaka and the restaurants
stop right here, look... let us turn back, please tell him to stop
climbing higher"> . The other friend tried again without success to make
us stop: < Let us hope that we can find a table in any one of the
restaurants here> he said. But John was in a different world, an
invisible thread was guiding every one of his steps, he was going
somewhere, I knew that intuitively, so I silently followed him, ignoring
the pleas of our Greek hosts. I myself had started to LIVE IN TWO
WORLDS. I was listening to the voices and sounds on this world, but was
crossing, passing through this world at the same time... was I in a kind
of limbo? A mysterious space was starting to appear, it was taking me
back into the past

A past that had suddenly become
the present and alive again in my consciousness... the more John intoned
his incredible incomprehensible words, the more I was entering and
penetrating deeper into a different level of reality...The soul and
egregore of the Ancient Mysteries of Greece were awakening in my heart
and as we proceeded in our climb, the lights surrounding us became
dimmer. We were penetrating a dark side of Athens...There was no more
electricity around, just petrol and oil lamps hanging near the windows
and doors carved in the rocks of the hills of the Acropolis. We could
detect a few flower pots of geranium here and there. These were the only
human touches that told us that people live in here, in the rocks they
had built their homes, it was touching and surreal...Only silence
reigned, and the noise of our own steps on the stones and rough soil
under our feet. John's chanting had suddenly stopped... and our two
friends were still trying to make us return back down where all the
noises, sounds and glitter of Plaka had long disappeared from the
scene... Harris attempted for a last time and said <"It is dangerous
to stay here, as you can see John there are no more restaurants here, no
more road, no more lights and on top of this, we can be attacked because
it is not a safe place, please let us turn back"> but John was not
listening and went on higher up climbing the narrow pathway round the
hill as if he knew where he was going...His chanting had suddenly
stopped... It seemed that his search had come to a close and that he was
about to reach his destination...

A strange looking hut
Suddenly, out of nowhere appeared
on our right, a little hut made of mud and painted white... it was a
very strange looking mud house. John entered it first... the owner of
this humble and poor tavern came out immediately with a worried look on
his face and said to Harris <" tell your foreign friend that this place
is not right for him, the good restaurants are down there in Plaka, this
place is only frequented by the poor living around the rocks of the
Acropolis">. So, John asked Harris to say that on the contrary this was
exactly the right place that he wanted to be in. Now I have to describe
the interior of this humble dwelling. I will never forget what I saw
that night...We entered a simple room in which were a few benches and
tables. There were no chairs, no electricity, but enough oil lamps to be
able to see... very uncomfortable surroundings, with strange looking
people sitting around dirty tables. But what was amazing and shocking at
the same time was the paintings or frescoes on the walls surrounding
this humble place... This tiny little Greek tavern was filled with naive
frescoes of drunken characters, with bottles in their hands, red noses,
throwing up drunkards, dogs pissing on lampposts... in other words very
disturbing scenes... really, how could people sit there and eat! But my
shock was not an unpleasant one, because I knew that this was no
ordinary "dinner party" John who I had first met in such extraordinary
circumstances during an initiation on one of the astral planes, was a
real person that I had just met for the first time a few days ago...
This was real! and here I was now witnessing something strange, sharing
my dinner with drunken, gross and vulgar people looking at me from the
walls of an old Greek tavern filled with lewd and who knows what kind of
people...Strangely, I felt completely at home because of John of
course... If he wanted to dine in this place, I trusted his judgment and
it was fine with me... but... John did not stop there... he turned
around the corner of the small dining room and entered through a doorway
on his right... the owner of the tavern came again surprised by what was
going on and said to Harris, that if we wanted to sit in the tiny
adjacent room, we were welcome to do so as this was his own little
corner and personal table... John was satisfied and at last we sat down
on the two benches facing each other... Harris and Andreas had to give
in, they were too hungry and probably did not want to offend John who
was, after all, their guest of honor.
John is a well known French mystic
who has written many books, some of which are translated in English, but
as he wants me to keep his name secret, I have to respect his wishes*.
So, coming back to my story, our two Greek friends started asking many
interesting questions on the Greek Mysteries, philosophy, esoteric and
mystical subjects of all sorts, and I was doing the same, hungrily
absorbing what John was saying... this conversation went on for a couple
of hours when suddenly out of the blue... John's facial expression and
body started to change...he looked as if he was growing in size and
becoming a man possessed of a god like power, a power and an
extraordinary aura enveloped him. His countenance became so powerful
that all three of us stopped breathing for a moment and we were
speechless... something was suddenly going on, there was a mystery
unfolding and we were to witness it... John was transfigured in front of
us and he started laughing aloud in a frightening manner... it
shattered, cut deep into our consciousness... a slumbering unconscious
part within us was forcefully awakened ... it smashed our indolence and
I was electrified... Andrea started sobbing like a child, Harris was
shocked and froze, I could tell because they were both sitting opposite
me... I was buoyant and excited with joy... Why? For no reason... This
is what happened and then something extraordinary happened... John spoke
with a loud and explosive voice

< " I AM THE ONLY
ONE ALIVE HERE - YOU ARE ALL STILL DEAD...!!!">
I AM ALIVE
At that exact moment I looked up at
the wall behind my two Greek friends. I had not noticed it before, but
facing me there was a fresco painted on the wall - why had I not seen
the fresco before? I don't know, maybe the reason was that my head was
turned to my left where John was sitting... Well, the fresco on this
wall was painted by another artist. It was a very fine and beautifully
painted scene representing a shepherd sitting under an olive tree,
playing his pan flute, he looked as if he was waiting and protecting
three little lambs... who were sleeping next to each other...
surrounding the whole scene was a wooden fence... I understood
immediately the meaning... the "coincidence" and the "magic" of what had
happened... I was overjoyed by what I witnessed. John was indeed my
guide, the master who is about to help me awaken on this plane.. On our
return to our hotel, we had to separate from our Greek friends, because
they were going back to their homes and we were going to our hotel. Once
alone in the taxi, I told John about my discoveries and my excitement at
what I had seen and felt... he smiled and said something that is
personal... But what he said transformed my whole life.

Athena and the Mystery of
Awakening
Two months later, I was in London,
and as a consequence of this incredible true story and encounter, I
stayed there for three years and a half, to study psychosynthesis... for
a while I had to abandon my esoteric studies and learn to "wound" myself
and open my vulnerability and heart to the world in which I had to live
and come ALIVE. It was a painful process but I had to pass through
it...and having done so, I have absolutely no regrets...
On 17 March 1999 I went back to
Athens with three good trusting friends from Cyprus, we did not know
what was going to happen, but we knew that we had to go to Eleusis. This
part of my own autobiography will be added at a later date... When I
feel ready to do so.
Thank you my friends to have
followed me as far... You can see why I am calling this autobiography,
"the autobiography of a Fool" it is because everything that I have
written is true, but seen from a different perspective, it is one of a
FOOL...
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Since then "John" who
is Raymond Bernard has given me permission to reveal his name
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